i hate it when things
just happen all at once. or just pop out of nowhere while you're trying to deal with something else. when you havent finished this thing then this pops up. or while you're trying to fix this you forget about everything else you're supposed to be doing at the same time. and then now this has happened and it totally just. fucks up your whole plan. then you're stuck trying to figure out what it is. you had to do in the first place

or missing out on things. because you were too busy. and then eventually. just missing out on the whole picture.

ugh. i hate i hate i hate. and i dont have time. or maybe it was my fault. trying to squish everything in the beginning. because i was afraid of dealing with it all later. and what pisses me off more is that its only the beginning. then how the hell is it supposed to end?

you know the people who screw around all the time and never get caught? then you, the one who never wants to get in no shit. screws up royally, by making one tiny mistake. and getting caught doing it in the act? while the people who wronged in the first place never get the blame? because oh yeah. they're just too damn clever.yeah its those people who i fucking hate the most at the moment.

i dont know diary. sometimes i feel like you're the only one that gets me
you're my best friend.